{"id":2091,"date":"2016-11-16T13:02:12","date_gmt":"2016-11-16T18:02:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/control-h.org\/?p=2091"},"modified":"2016-11-16T13:02:12","modified_gmt":"2016-11-16T18:02:12","slug":"fourteen-4","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/2016\/11\/16\/fourteen-4\/","title":{"rendered":"Fourteen"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><em>On being sick.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I understand why I chose this prompt for this date. &nbsp;I wrote much of this on the train heading to Washington DC to visit the folks at Georgetown School of Medicine. &nbsp;I wrote a bit about it recently.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The potential to get some of my life back would be worth getting my femurs drilled and Humira, or chemotherapy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>This is not a condition I\u2019d wish on my worst enemy. &nbsp;(And if you know who my worst enemy is, please let me know, because I really don\u2019t know who\u2019d that\u2019d be at this point. &nbsp;There is one individual I\u2019ve dealt with professionally, recently, that I\u2019d just assume never speak to again, but\u2026)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So, I find myself trying to decide what would be the best way to tackle this.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The less-pleasant parts I really don\u2019t feel like relating, but they\u2019re all a part of the overall experience.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The most maddening part, though, is not one of the more disgusting things, honestly. &nbsp;I really am nearly blind these days. &nbsp;When I was younger, I\u2019d say that I\u2019d much rather lose my vision than my hearing. &nbsp;I was working in radio, and there was the big story about the things Rush Limbaugh was going through with his opioid0induced hearing loss.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Obviously, working in radio without being able to hear would be very difficult. &nbsp;But doing just about anything without decent vision is just as tough.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>No, I really can\u2019t see what you\u2019re pointing out.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>No, I can\u2019t tell the difference between those colors. &nbsp;(And this is more than being lectured on the differences among cream, Ivory, and other shades of white.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Saturday, we took my mother to the football game between her alma mater, and my wife\u2019s school. &nbsp;Not only did her school not even who up, I couldn\u2019t really see anything that was going on on the field. &nbsp;Getting up and down to our sets with the stadium steps with no handrails was difficult enough, but&#8230;..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It was also rather chilly. &nbsp;Normally the cold doesn\u2019t bother me much anymore, unless I\u2019m out in it for a long time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So, not a particularly enjoyable experience. &nbsp;I think my mom had a good time, though, which is what matters. &nbsp;She and my wife got to experience the sorts of things I deal with being reliant upon public transportation. &nbsp;You can get pretty much where you need to go, but it takes a long time. &nbsp;I guess it took probably about 40 minutes to get from our place to the university; &nbsp;it\u2019s fifteen by car.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>At the same time, it probably cost as much in transit&nbsp;fare as it\u2019d have cost to park near the stadium. &nbsp; &nbsp;And no need for a long-distance walk.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I can still walk some, sorta. &nbsp;I\u2019m good for about a block and a half most days.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Trying to get though this is annoying me. &nbsp;I guess I\u2019ll revert to&nbsp;<a href=\"http:\/\/www.nationalmssociety.org\/Symptoms-Diagnosis\/MS-Symptoms\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\" target=\"_blank\">the list<\/a>&nbsp;from NMSS. &nbsp;It might be easier to say which of those more common&nbsp;symptoms I&nbsp;<strong>don\u2019t<\/strong>&nbsp;have.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I really don\u2019t have emotional changes or cognitive changes. &nbsp;The others listed I do have to some extent.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The less common symptoms, really, I only deal with a few.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2013cut\u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So, the appointment went okay. &nbsp;I have a prompt for a couple of days in the future to write about it more thoroughly.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>At this point, since I\u2019m on the Tysabri, I should stick on that until it quits working, or I test positive for&nbsp;<a href=\"https:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/JC_virus\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\" target=\"_blank\">JC Virus<\/a>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Who knows.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Initial impression: &nbsp;They\u2019ve got their stuff together, and I think I\u2019d be happy to be treated there if\/when we move up. &nbsp;It\u2019s probably an older facility, but they\u2019re doing some of the newer interesting research work. &nbsp;That matters to me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Much as I appreciate EVMS, MS isn\u2019t a big focus. &nbsp;If I had diabuatteus \/Wilford_Brimley_voice, I\u2019d be interesting.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>As I said, I will see what happens.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>We are sticking with the same insurance arrangement as this year &nbsp;Yes, it\u2019s going to cost something like $120\/mo. more. &nbsp;Yes, it\u2019s all after-tax. &nbsp;But I\u2019m in a strange employment situation, and this is what I have to deal with courtesy the&nbsp;<em>Patient Protection and Affordable Care Act.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>That\u2019s probably going to go away with the minor change in government, but I\u2019m sure it\u2019s going to take awhile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I could probably write more, but I\u2019m tired. 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