{"id":2120,"date":"2016-11-28T13:43:00","date_gmt":"2016-11-28T18:43:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/control-h.org\/?p=2120"},"modified":"2016-11-28T13:43:00","modified_gmt":"2016-11-28T18:43:00","slug":"28-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/2016\/11\/28\/28-3\/","title":{"rendered":"28"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><em>Free Write.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I thought I might be able to recycle some of what I wrote last week here. I looked, and none of it seems to fit. Oh well.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It was largely about my employment travails over the past almost four years. It comes back to what I wrote about regarding forgiveness. Should I, can I, and will I?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I\u2019ve really had to think more about those with what happened with the four-letter company. The answers are still \u201cno,\u201d \u201cyes,\u201d and \u201cmaybe.\u201d I understand what happened. I understand that they were lazy and cheap. But, hey, they\u2019d been doing this a long time, and had all the answers for how to do the work. It\u2019d go&nbsp;<em>perfectly<\/em>,&nbsp;because of their&nbsp;<strong>expertise<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And they got to that level of expertise by wearing white-collared colored shirts, suspenders and a belt, and proving how good they are at &lt;strike&gt;playing minesweeper&lt;\/strike&gt;buying certifications. (If I had some motivation, I\u2019d find a way to strike through that \u201cbuying,\u201d to replace it with the more palatable \u201cearning.\u201d)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I don\u2019t want to talk about that anymore, however. My focus right now is doing what I am paid to do, now, and deal with the remnants of the previous disasters as I have an opportunity. Still progressing through my OODA loops, wishing I could act on several things at once. Unfortunately, my physical limitations definitely affect the length of my OODA loops.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Like today; I was just completely out-of-gas by about 1600.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>That sort of explains why this was a little late today. Two more days. I will make it.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Free Write. I thought I might be able to recycle some of what I wrote last week here. I looked, and none of it seems to fit. Oh well. It was largely about my employment travails over the past almost four years. It comes back to what I wrote about regarding forgiveness. Should I, can [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2120","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-national-journal-writers-month"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2120","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2120"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2120\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2120"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2120"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2120"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}