I didn\u2019t sleep well at all last night. I\u2019m still peeking at other job opportunities; I\u2019d like to GTFO of government.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I\u2019m tired of being constantly concerned about whether there\u2019ll be a job for me in a few months.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
During one of my brief sleep periods, I dreamed I was once again in a role where I wasn\u2019t just trying to check boxes, meet deadlines. Yes, I\u2019m adept at that. Yes, I\u2019m adept at making sure lower-case Fs are crossed, lower-case Js are dotted. But I\u2019m not really fulfilled by it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I want to do something fascinating.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Maybe that\u2019s the wrong feeling to have for someone in my condition, but it is what it is.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I\u2019m wondering if that\u2019s the real source of my disappointment with the last period of failurejob<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Who knows?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I did see some promising things back in the media. Not radio; I don\u2019t know if I can do that anymore, but media, nonetheless. I didn\u2019t apply to anything because I had a few reservations about the organization.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
More than reporting, though, I\u2019d like to be focused on something other than mere compliance.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
shrugs<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n On to the prompt\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n If you had one wish, what would you wish for? From back then: My eyesight back. I\u2019d be so much better off if I could recover at least some of what I\u2019ve lost.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n That answer really hasn\u2019t changed. My other afflictions are troublesome, but the vision limitations are the toughest.<\/p>\n\n\n\n For tomorrow, since there were so many thirtieth anniversary celebrations last year about movies, I\u2019m going to slightly modify one from one from last year.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Last year: 8-2. What do you remember from 1982?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Since tomorrow will be the fifth, 8-5. What do you remember from 1985?<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" I didn\u2019t sleep well at all last night. I\u2019m still peeking at other job opportunities; I\u2019d like to GTFO of government. I\u2019m tired of being constantly concerned about whether there\u2019ll be a job for me in a few months. During one of my brief sleep periods, I dreamed I was once again in a role […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2568","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-summer-writing"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2568","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2568"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2568\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2568"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2568"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2568"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
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