{"id":306,"date":"2012-11-14T17:39:30","date_gmt":"2012-11-14T22:39:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/control-h.org\/~sean\/wordpress\/?p=306"},"modified":"2012-11-14T17:39:30","modified_gmt":"2012-11-14T22:39:30","slug":"day-14","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/2012\/11\/14\/day-14\/","title":{"rendered":"Day 14"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Missing Shady Grove&#8217;s Fall Beer Tasting.  *sigh*  Just too asskicked tonight.  But I will probably go buy something next few days;  I hope I get a chance to say hello to Luke and Emily.<\/p>\n<p><b>1. Are you comfortable being (physically) naked alone? With others?<\/b><\/p>\n<p>Alone?  Not as much as I used to be.  A variety of reasons for that, but&#8230;..  With others?  More.  Losing weight helps, but I&#8217;m really not trying to impress anyone anymore.  I&#8217;m ugly;  now I&#8217;m nakey.  BFD.  <\/p>\n<p>Perhaps it&#8217;s easier now that I&#8217;m older, because getting naked means less than it did when I was nineteen, but&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p><b>2. Write about a time you felt emotionally naked.<\/b><\/p>\n<p>You know, I&#8217;ve always been a very reserved person;  somebody who hides his true feelings.  Part of that was training.  Part of it was just trying to be mentally-tough.  I don&#8217;t need to do that anymore.  I am who I am.  That said, I am in control of my emotions.  Most of the time.  <\/p>\n<p>I am quicker to visible (and audible!) anger than I used to be.  But I can wrap it up when I need to.  So, what&#8217;s different?  I need to restrain myself less than I did.  I think I&#8217;m incredibly reasonable when dealing with others;  I expect the same in return.  Maybe that makes me a fool.<\/p>\n<p>But my eyes are weird.  I&#8217;m going to stop now.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Missing Shady Grove&#8217;s Fall Beer Tasting. *sigh* Just too asskicked tonight. But I will probably go buy something next few days; I hope I get a chance to say hello to Luke and Emily. 1. Are you comfortable being (physically) naked alone? With others? Alone? Not as much as I used to be. A variety [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[6,1],"tags":[26,36],"class_list":["post-306","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-national-journal-writers-month","category-uncategorized","tag-nojomo","tag-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/306","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=306"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/306\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=306"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=306"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=306"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}