The motivation to do this is waning quickly. I did write to my doctor when I decided to embark on this session.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I found in my archives an entry I’d written almost twenty years ago, where I beat myself up for being lazy. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mind you, this was when I was working basically full-time largely overnight, along with taking something like seventeen hours in college. And I was beating myself up over it. I’d spend my two nights off per week largely out driving around, listening to the radio, smoking way too many cigarettes, and trying to figure out what I was going to write.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yeah. That was lazy<\/strong><\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Notsomuch. But that’s where I was, mentally. <\/p>\n\n\n\n As far as this goes, I was going to go on with what I suggested yesterday, and just find a random news story, and write about that.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Today, instead, since this wheezing PC decided it was going to flake out while I was trying to find where I write, I flipped over to the TV input.<\/p>\n\n\n\n