{"id":3067,"date":"2020-11-13T08:02:39","date_gmt":"2020-11-13T13:02:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/control-h.org\/?p=3067"},"modified":"2020-11-13T08:02:39","modified_gmt":"2020-11-13T13:02:39","slug":"thirteen-9","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/2020\/11\/13\/thirteen-9\/","title":{"rendered":"Thirteen"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Writing early today, as I&#8217;m trying to not give free hours to my employer.  So, more emptying out the drafts folder.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>This is something I wrote during the summer writing period.  I quoted what I my first writing bit when I started writing on OD in 1999. So, as you&#8217;re seeing too far on social media, <em><a rel=\"noreferrer noopener\" href=\"https:\/\/wearemitu.com\/culture\/how-it-started-memes-content\/\" target=\"_blank\">How It Started<\/a><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>This was from when I started writing in earnest in 1999.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator\"\/>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Aspiring to the Weekly World News &#8211; 7\/23\/1999<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p>Let me bring you up to speed\u2026..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Occupation:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I work full time, and go to college full time. I also spend lots of time on the road, because I&#8217;m still living with my parents in BFE.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Family:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Parents are okay\u2026.brother is a stoner.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Love life:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Pretty slow through high school\u2026.two girlfriends as a freshman, two as a sophomore. I wasn&#8217;t looking for anyone as a junior or senior, but a girl kind of shoved her tounge down my throat, and I went along with it. I didn&#8217;t leave for college like I planned&#8211;we dated until last October. It&#8217;s been a really nasty breakup. Since we split, she&#8217;s banged two of my friends. She&#8217;s now living with one of them\u2026..needless to say, I haven&#8217;t spoken to them much. There&#8217;s now somebody who I&#8217;m sweet on\u2026..I&#8217;m not sure if she&#8217;s quite figured it out yet. I&#8217;m trying to figure out how to proceed. It&#8217;s a bit of a weird situation for me, because everything is rather wholesome.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p>So this would have been roughly five years after I&#8217;d sworn off writing.  In the high school I attended as a sophomore, during the six-week grading period, (yes, that&#8217;s how they did things there&#8230;) you could earn an extra credit grade that&#8217;d replace the lowest test grade you got in my Honors English class.  I think we had to write two entriesS per week over the six-week period.  They weren&#8217;t anything terribly difficult.  I was a fifteen year-old kid locked in &#8220;Smruf Village&#8221; at <a rel=\"noreferrer noopener\" href=\"https:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Carlisle_Barracks\" target=\"_blank\">Carlisle Barracks<\/a>. I&#8217;d given up on my dream of playing football.  The Pennsylvania kids were bigger than I was.  I made up for the size difference by being slower.  It didn&#8217;t work well.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But back to the writing, I was <strong>the only<\/strong> kid in my class who tried to ado the extra credit assignment.  Naturally, the teacher read <em><strong>everything<\/strong><\/em> I wrote.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And was concerned.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I don&#8217;t think I wrote anything that was really too far out-of-bounds for a fifteen year-old boy whose body is going nuts in all sorts of ways, but she disagreed.  Down to meet with the guidance counselor, who spoke to me, and was less concerned.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>This would have been the fall after Kurt Cobain had killed himself, so worry was probably top of mind for high school teaching staffs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>After all that craziness, however, I swore off writing until 1999, when a friend showed me <a rel=\"noreferrer noopener\" href=\"https:\/\/www.opendiary.com\/\" target=\"_blank\">The Open Diary.<\/a>  Though they took a couple years&#8217; hiatus, I&#8217;ve not left.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Many of my entries are for my own consumption.  I hid many around the time I left radio.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But what&#8217;s there is a lot about some of the early days of my relationship with my wife.  I&#8217;m also seeing things that were probably early MS exacerbations.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p>So, how&#8217;s it going?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I don&#8217;t know.  You tell me.  My writing stretches are a manifestation of <a rel=\"noreferrer noopener\" href=\"https:\/\/ocdla.com\/obsessionalocd#:~:text=%20Some%20examples%20of%20common%20obsessions%20seen%20in,might%20accidentally%20cause%20harm%20to%20other...%20More%20\" target=\"_blank\">Pure O<\/a>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ruminations.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Writing is a strange one, certainly.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>That said, it was something I could do without much real screen interaction.  When I was in radio, often in the middle of the night, I&#8217;d sit back in the darkened studio, close my eyes, and type.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sometimes it turns out better than other times.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>OD was the place I primarily wrote back then.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Writing early today, as I&#8217;m trying to not give free hours to my employer. So, more emptying out the drafts folder. This is something I wrote during the summer writing period. I quoted what I my first writing bit when I started writing on OD in 1999. So, as you&#8217;re seeing too far on social [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[6,9],"tags":[26],"class_list":["post-3067","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-national-journal-writers-month","category-summer-writing","tag-nojomo"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3067","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3067"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3067\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3067"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3067"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3067"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}