{"id":3128,"date":"2020-08-07T15:34:18","date_gmt":"2020-08-07T20:34:18","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/?p=3128"},"modified":"2020-08-07T15:34:18","modified_gmt":"2020-08-07T20:34:18","slug":"seven-8","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/2020\/08\/07\/seven-8\/","title":{"rendered":"Seven"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Listening to podcasts, and finding myself questioning a lot of things.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I spent time when I was younger dubbing Sharyl Attkisson<\/a>‘s reports for the corporate media site where she worked. I thought she was a good reporter who was really doing interesting news.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Some of what she’s been accused of is confusing. If I took the right pill, and hadn’t followed what she’s done….<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I started this entry by starting to head to my old-is-new news site to look for headlines, then I remembered seeing and retweeting this<\/a> on Twitter.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

To be perfectly clear — I generally think that prison sentences are too long, and parole should be happening more quickly than it does.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

At the same time, this guy got out, then went and killed the woman who’d accused him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

But the priority is on defunding the police, and sending people into poor and minority neighborhoods to take people’s guns.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Also, protests don’t cause COVID-19 outbreaks. That’s the story, and don’t attribute anything to the protests.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Similarly, don’t ever reconsider stories that don’t fit the corporate media narrative about the whole story. Please ignore the stories that show the leaked bodycam video, or show that he was on Fentanyl<\/a>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

But there’s an official story that was locked-in shortly after all this happened, and that’s forever true. Chuck Todd and MSNBC said so, and it’s dangerous<\/em> that people don’t take the initial take, and use it as gospel forever.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Please don’t look at Nick Sandmann\/Covington Catholic. The settlements <\/a>might have been for little money<\/a>, so it makes what the big outlets reported okay, okay?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Facts roll in as time progresses. Sometimes you don’t find out for a long time what was actually going on<\/a>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Altered State – 8\/7\/2000<\/h2>\n\n\n\n

It might be interesting to take something that would make me feel differently than I do now. Or as of late.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

But, now, I’ll try and recreate the entry I did last night, but wouldn’t save because they didn’t do maintainance on the POS micro$oft database.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Okay, so, the dreams I had the other night. There were several, but the most memorable was one involving sex. Now, I don’t dream about sex very often at all. But in this dream, I was trying to get it on with someone whom I’d known in high school (Yah, I don’t know where that came from, but I’m not complaining). We were in the midst of our preparation for the real act, but members of my family kept walking into the room. She and I were quite chagrined by this, so we retreated to my flat, which was interestingly enough, upstairs in the dream.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

The dream also was another interesting mix of places I’ve lived. I’m sure it was set downtown where I live now, but buildings from other places were in the neighborhood. Lots and lots of red brick. Also, there was a stark contrast in the environments indoors and outdoors. Indoors, it was hot (her skin was very salty\u2026.I can’t seem to remember ever tasting anything before in my dreams, but if it continues, great). Outside, it was cold and rainy. So figure that one out, because I’m beyond stumped. But I think the dream, on the whole, is about my desire for privacy\u2026.that my flat is my little slice of privacy where my desires are uninterrupted? Maybe?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Redacted<\/s><\/strong> is back in town\u2026.we’re supposed to hang out with her on Tuesday night. Yay. Been thinking about the ex lately, for what reason I don’t know. I’m so tempted to call her. But I found one of her necklaces in my room at my parents’ house. I’m wondering how I should get it back to her. I’m thinking of writing her a letter. Any suggestions?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Two things on this.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

  1. Part of the reason I sought professional help was that I was having very vivid, sometimes disturbing, dreams. I think some of it might have been attributable to a medication I was taking that cause me to sleep deeply. Some of the more vivid dreams have stopped, but I still have some doozies, and have for a long time. See the entry.<\/li>
  2. I have no clue who the name I redacted was. I think I know, but I’m not sure. *shrug*<\/li><\/ol>\n\n\n\n

    Maybe I’d be better off not paying attention to pretty much anything, ever.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    I can’t do that.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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