{"id":3198,"date":"2020-10-10T08:15:34","date_gmt":"2020-10-10T13:15:34","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/?p=3198"},"modified":"2020-10-10T08:15:34","modified_gmt":"2020-10-10T13:15:34","slug":"learning-to-relax","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/2020\/10\/10\/learning-to-relax\/","title":{"rendered":"Learning to Relax"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I started writing this on Thursday, but got distracted.  I&#8217;ve sortakinda been off work since Tuesday, and trying to figure out what to do with myself.  See the title.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;ve been trying to burn built-up leave.  When you go, what, five years without any paid time off, you grow accustomed to just working all the time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Because of a change in my company&#8217;s policies just before the lockdown, I had a ton of time built up that I needed to spend before the end of the calendar year.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A few weeks ago, I told my boss that I probably just wouldn&#8217;t be working on Fridays through the end of the year.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So, after I finished paying my protection racket to the &#8220;professional organization&#8221; that has a protection agreement with the government, and demands money from me every three years just so I can stay working. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p>My psychologist thinks that I should try doing my writing via a microphone.  I don&#8217;t know what to do with speech-to-text stuff, and I&#8217;m not sure what to do with the resultant audio.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Do I try to record a podcast?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nobody wants to listen to that shit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Besides, who knows if I physically can even do it.  This morning, after doing my normal things, I&#8217;m slowly calm down.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But when can I get some continuous sleep?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I don&#8217;t know. I&#8217;m not sleepy at this point, but definitely, as the kids would say, <em>woke as fuck<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So work on the NoJoMo stuff for next month.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>11\/1:  Intro, etc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>11\/2:  ???<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>11\/3:  Election Day<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>11\/4:  Election Day reactions (if we know the winner&#8230;.)  Other things in the week, relatives&#8217; birthdays.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>11\/11:  Veterans&#8217; Day<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>11\/26:  Football, especially Thanksgiving Football.  (As I write this, the games are evenly balanced among conferences;  if you look at some previous years, I was complaining about the paucity of AFC teams&#8230;.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>11\/27:  Thanksgiving<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>11\/30:  Final\/wrap-up<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p>Another thing I did this morning was clean up some Shmoocon entries I&#8217;d accidentally had under the NoJoMo tag.  Oops.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I think what I did during the summer was somewhat-effective.  Maybe I&#8217;ll try to incorporate that in.  My first thought was to do that for every entry, but given everything that has been, and will be going on, I worry that I&#8217;ll be writing far too much.  <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I started writing this on Thursday, but got distracted. I&#8217;ve sortakinda been off work since Tuesday, and trying to figure out what to do with myself. See the title. I&#8217;ve been trying to burn built-up leave. When you go, what, five years without any paid time off, you grow accustomed to just working all the [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[6,7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3198","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-national-journal-writers-month","category-scarred-brain-murmurings"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3198","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3198"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3198\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3198"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3198"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3198"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}