{"id":3442,"date":"2021-04-17T09:55:33","date_gmt":"2021-04-17T14:55:33","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/?p=3442"},"modified":"2021-04-17T09:55:33","modified_gmt":"2021-04-17T14:55:33","slug":"recomposition","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/2021\/04\/17\/recomposition\/","title":{"rendered":"Recomposition"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>The Microsoft spell check says that that title is misspelled.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Maybe it is, but I really don&#8217;t care.  I think it fits.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A lot of what I&#8217;ve been working on the past few years is trying to rebuild what i let fall by the wayside for several years.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But I do know how to do these things.  Maybe they&#8217;re not the new hotness(tm), but they do work.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And I do them because I&#8217;ve seen that they do work.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>There were some interesting things that came up in one of my social groups last night.  We ended up discussing some of what came up in some of what I wrote about recently from an OD writing prompt.  It also plays in to some of what Harry Browne wrote about in <em>How I Found Freedom In An Unfree World.<\/em>  There are things that you do that may not bring you any particular joy, but they do help you perform later.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Those <a rel=\"noreferrer noopener\" href=\"https:\/\/www.sportplan.net\/drills\/Football\/Agility\/Suicides-Speed-Endurance-FA000010.jsp\" target=\"_blank\">suicide drills<\/a> don&#8217;t help you block or tackle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Running them until you puke doesn&#8217;t have any immediately-apparent benefit.  And, as a player, when you&#8217;re dealing with the pain involved with running them, you <strong><em>hate<\/em><\/strong> the person who made you run them.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Then you finally get to the point when you can play.  The hatred is gone.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I think in adulthood, one of the troubles is figuring out something you can do to challenge yourself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>One of the podcasts I routinely consume talked about the mechanics of writing a book.  Committing to write 2,000 words per day?  Yeah, I can do that.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It wasn&#8217;t particularly long ago that I would have thought that that was completely impossible.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The big thing is figuring out what you want to be able to do, and the tedious things you&#8217;ll need to do to be able to do them.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>If you&#8217;d told me in 2011 that, in the same week, I&#8217;d get an injection on Saturday, then an infusion the following Friday, I would have told you that that you&#8217;re nuts.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>*steps away to look at how long this entry is*<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yeah, getting close to that point, already.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It&#8217;s taken me maybe an hour, total, to write that.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So, yeah, there is something about comes from adherence to something ritualized that helps you progress as a person.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Back on the discussion last night, part of what I&#8217;m fascinated by lately, too, is the role of religion in human life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>When I was young, kind of a <em><a rel=\"noreferrer noopener\" href=\"https:\/\/www.urbandictionary.com\/define.php?term=randroid\" target=\"_blank\">Randroid<\/a><\/em>, I was more than a little skeptical of religion.  I&#8217;ve heard Vin Armani on a few different podcasts recently.  <em>*DDGs it*  <\/em>I hate linking to Reddit, but <a rel=\"noreferrer noopener\" href=\"https:\/\/www.reddit.com\/user\/RationalCarpenter\/comments\/m86vi7\/the_beginning_of_the_mystical_age_with_vin_armani\/\" target=\"_blank\">this<\/a> is one of the first things that came up.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The secularities among various separate religions is fascinating.  Even things like the vibrations induced by chanting are virtually identical.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So what is that?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Maybe there&#8217;s something else going on.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bouncing back to the writing &#8212; I need ideas for something longer to write about.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Suggestions wanted. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The Microsoft spell check says that that title is misspelled. Maybe it is, but I really don&#8217;t care. I think it fits. 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