{"id":3683,"date":"2021-11-19T11:06:16","date_gmt":"2021-11-19T16:06:16","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/?p=3683"},"modified":"2021-11-19T11:06:16","modified_gmt":"2021-11-19T16:06:16","slug":"nineteen-11","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/2021\/11\/19\/nineteen-11\/","title":{"rendered":"Nineteen"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Recycling from 2015&#8230;.what I wrote back then;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Nineteen<br>*What opportunities that you\u2019ve passed up do you regret passing?<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;m trying to think of my frame of mind when I wrote this prompt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I mean, there&#8217;s stuff that I could have done that would have greatly affected my life path. but, then, I probably wouldn&#8217;t have met my wife, so I don&#8217;t really care about them.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I love my wife. I love where I live. I like that I feel like I&#8217;m getting some control over my health. My job would have to improve to suck, but\u2026.can&#8217;t win &#8217;em all.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Do I wish I&#8217;d been a bit less reckless on a few things? Sure. Do I sometimes wonder what would have happened<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>had I been more reckless? Absolutely.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But, for tonight, I&#8217;m home. I&#8217;m going to have a Martini, and wait for my dinner to arrive.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p>Reading back on that, I really am not sure what to say about it.  I was in a somewhat-positive headspace that night, for sure.  Maybe I shouldn&#8217;t have been.  Things would get even worse shortly, but I guess I was kind of in a reflective mood.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But to recycle the prompt&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>What opportunities that you\u2019ve passed up do you regret passing?<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Nothing<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It&#8217;s been difficult, but there&#8217;s nothing I can say where I feel like my life was ruined by missing something.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>In one of my recent off-the-wall dreams, I was on the bridge of a very old Naval ship.  It lacked many of the modern bells and whistles.  But it ran smoothly in spite of the really awful weather around it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>What I&#8217;ve got might be that interesting, but it&#8217;s mine, and it works for me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>That speaks to some of where I am with many of the political things going on.  &#8220;My betters&#8221; don&#8217;t like the choices I make.  Whatever.  I&#8217;m going to do what works for me, and if you don&#8217;t like it, oh well.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;m not doing the right thing?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Okay.  I&#8217;m not going to do what you want me to do.  Let&#8217;s go with that as a stipulation.  You have a problem with that.  Okay.  I understand.  What do you plan to do about it?  Let&#8217;s get down to brass tacks.  If you feel strongly enough about it that you&#8217;re willing destroy me &#8212; say it.  if you feel no shame for it, let the world know.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Recycling from 2015&#8230;.what I wrote back then; Nineteen*What opportunities that you\u2019ve passed up do you regret passing? I&#8217;m trying to think of my frame of mind when I wrote this prompt. I mean, there&#8217;s stuff that I could have done that would have greatly affected my life path. but, then, I probably wouldn&#8217;t have met [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3683","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-national-journal-writers-month"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3683","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3683"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3683\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3683"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3683"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3683"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}