I peeked around my unfinished\/unsaved entries.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I’d started this one, with the working title of “You Will Fix This<\/strong>“:<\/p>\n\n\n\n The title could be my general message on several things the past few days.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n The things I’m not capable of doing outnumber the ones that I am capable of doing at this point. <\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n As I said, it involved several things. I think one of them I’m still working, but my tone is the same. <\/p>\n\n\n\n I’m sure there’s been times where I was more than a little discourteous since I was diagnosed with MS, but I’ve never set out to, and have never intentiionally screwed anyone over. I can look at my ugly face in the mirror, and be okay with what I’ve done.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I really don’t need to be too reflective in thse, and really ought to find some other things to write about.<\/p>\n\n\n\n *checks 7\/23\/1999*<\/p>\n\n\n\n Yep. I wrote then. It’s not on full-display for myriad reasons.<\/p>\n\n\n\n From this day in 2001:<\/p>\n\n\n\n So Maybe I\u2019ve Missed Something\u2026. Art Bell is still not back. It\u2019s driving me nuts.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Anyway, now I\u2019m racking my brains, trying to figure out what other people are seeing that maybe I\u2019m not. I believe that\u2019s \u201cBull in a China Shop,\u201d syndrome. Or like when you\u2019ve got spinich in your teeth. Something like that. But I\u2019m just guessing here, because I really can\u2019t remember. And yes, I do want to remember.<\/p>\n\n\n\n It also shows that maybe I\u2019m right with what I said earlier, that I\u2019m consumed by other things. \u201cOh, it\u2019ll happen when you\u2019re not looking.\u201d But is it happening and I\u2019m just not paying attention at all? I don\u2019t think so.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Reflective even back then. Perhaps overly-so.<\/p>\n\n\n\n My overall conclusion, though, was correct, I suppose. Half a decade later, I was newly-involved with the woman who I’m still with.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Don’t think about how she was fifteen when you wrote that.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Don’t think about how she was fifteen when you wrote that.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Don’t think about how she was fifteen when you wrote that.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Oops.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" I peeked around my unfinished\/unsaved entries. I’d started this one, with the working title of “You Will Fix This“: The title could be my general message on several things the past few days. The things I’m not capable of doing outnumber the ones that I am capable of doing at this point. As I said, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4189","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-summer-writing"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4189","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4189"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4189\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4189"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4189"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4189"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
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<\/strong>\u2026.but I\u2019m not quite sure what that might be. I haven\u2019t figured out if I got a signal. Kiss me, maybe?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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