{"id":6105,"date":"2026-06-22T16:04:17","date_gmt":"2026-06-22T16:04:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/?p=6105"},"modified":"2026-06-22T16:04:17","modified_gmt":"2026-06-22T16:04:17","slug":"alabama-clay","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/2026\/06\/22\/alabama-clay\/","title":{"rendered":"Alabama Clay"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I seem to remember a 90s country song about that.  But I&#8217;m seeing it out the window, down the hill to the creek from the train track.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>What kind of legacy do I want to leave, even in small ways?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I really don&#8217;t know.  As I wrote in a previous entry, I&#8217;d really like to be remembered as someone who tried to &#8220;do the right thing&#8221; even when nobody was looking.  Or would find out.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">There&#8217;s been a lot of discussion about that general concept last couple of days in media I consume.  Not only do people not have a good inner sense of what&#8217;s right and wrong, they&#8217;re willing to do what they think might be wrong, <em>and expect that others will act similarly.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I need to add to this with the relevant stories from <a href=\"https:\/\/thefp.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">TheFP.<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I honestly feel bad about having such a negative view of people with whom I have political disagreements.  Okay, yeah, that means pretty much everybody, but I really do think it&#8217;s something that&#8217;s increased.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">As is often the case, I fall back to Lawrence from <em>Office Space<\/em> when asked about what he&#8217;d do if someone asked him if he had &#8220;a case of the Mondays.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">No.  No, man, no.  I think you&#8217;d probably get your ass kicked.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I sill try to live like I assume the best of others; maybe it&#8217;s reflexive.  But at the same time, the actual research numbers coming out don&#8217;t reflect at all positively on others&#8217; beliefs if not behavior.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Just because you&#8217;re paranoid, doesn&#8217;t mean they&#8217;re not after you.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Um.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">No, it&#8217;s not okay.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>How am I already shaping that story today?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I&#8217;m not?  I&#8217;m traveling.  There really isn&#8217;t a lot of opportunity when you&#8217;re dealing with spotty Intertubes.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I seem to remember a 90s country song about that. But I&#8217;m seeing it out the window, down the hill to the creek from the train track. What kind of legacy do I want to leave, even in small ways? I really don&#8217;t know. As I wrote in a previous entry, I&#8217;d really like to [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6105","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-scarred-brain-murmurings"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6105","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6105"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6105\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6146,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6105\/revisions\/6146"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6105"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6105"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6105"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}