Yesterday was, um, interesting. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bunch of details about what I watched omitted for brevity, but Fauci deserves a place in history alongside other notable bad actors. There was one comparing him to Jim Jones. Jones had to go to Guyana, not stay in his mansion in MoCo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I thought I might have written something with my inclinations that Fauci, et. al. should be tried at The Hague.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yeah, I know that would have never happened, and it’s irrelevant now that the US has pulled out of those agreements.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Viewing was interrupted by a physical therapy session. I think it’s actually working.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hand-in-hand with doctors finding ways to take care of me is the realization that, no, I didn’t bring this stuff on myself. I didn’t get MS because of a personal moral failing. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I did things to try and cover up very real physical effects, and those have had negative effects on my life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
…just imagine you’d had a normal life!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
No. Why would I waste time on that?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I muscled through until I couldn’t any more.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yeah, I planned to do more in the pursuit of getting squared-away for the rest of this streak, but I didn’t get there.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So scanned prompts…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
What does ‘healing’ look like for me right now?<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Is it rest, movement, letting go, or something else entirely?<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n This was an interesting case of the scanner picking up something different. The OCR registered this as ‘bearing.’ <\/p>\n\n\n\n Even checking visually, I guess I can understand why it said that; weird font.<\/p>\n\n\n\n To answer the question, though, it’s really learning to accept my imperfections, and stop trying to appear perfectly put-together. You’re not okay.<\/strong> And it’s probably not because of anything you did. Or anything anybody else did.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Yesterday was, um, interesting. Bunch of details about what I watched omitted for brevity, but Fauci deserves a place in history alongside other notable bad actors. There was one comparing him to Jim Jones. Jones had to go to Guyana, not stay in his mansion in MoCo. I thought I might have written something with […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6224","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-summer-writing"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6224","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6224"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6224\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6283,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6224\/revisions\/6283"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6224"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6224"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6224"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}