{"id":6231,"date":"2026-07-26T15:33:32","date_gmt":"2026-07-26T15:33:32","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/?p=6231"},"modified":"2026-07-26T15:33:32","modified_gmt":"2026-07-26T15:33:32","slug":"6-7-26","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/2026\/07\/26\/6-7-26\/","title":{"rendered":"6 (7\/26)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Lots of thoughts this morning about anticipation.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">My vintage comes out with the earworms.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Paula Cole - I Don&amp;apos;t Want to Wait (Official Music Video)\" width=\"580\" height=\"326\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/L_dVEtLPdDE?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But the anticipation surrounds flying, how this new arrangement is going to work out.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I&#8217;m not waiting my whole damn life to take the flight, but&#8230;.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Alanis Morissette - Ironic (Official 4K Music Video)\" width=\"580\" height=\"326\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/Jne9t8sHpUc?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I&#8217;m hoping this new arrangements will work well.. Eying a Sunday through the next Tuesday trip.  Comfortable ride from DC to NOLA, then a nice ride from NOLA to Biloxi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But if you never look forward to anything, you&#8217;re never disappointed, Sport.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">So Gen X it&#8217;s painful sometimes.  Whatever.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But on all this, I should look harder, too, into how much the fancier rides from MSY would be..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Hmm.  Yeah, it&#8217;d all come out in the wash if you consider time saved, stress, etc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A certain phrase circles my scarred brain;  &#8220;just do it.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">There I go again. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Other things swirling around my thoughts.  <a href=\"https:\/\/www.thefp.com\/p\/sex-ed-trump-administration\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">This<\/a> from Kat Rosefield over at TheFP.  Yes, I made her the Jewish &#8220;Rosenfeld&#8221; at first draft.  Unintentional.  Or was it?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Interesting intersections with my own experience.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Also following the Iran stuff.  I guess <a href=\"https:\/\/ynetnews.com\/article\/hyfojfmszg\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">a tanker hit a mine in the Strait of Hormuz<\/a>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But to keep it from happening again, we should totally make a deal with the people who set the mine after killing a ton of their own people.  Not doing that makes it a <strong><em>War of Choice<\/em><\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I&#8217;m sorry, but channeling mainstream Democrat talking points on this is almost impossile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I include JDVP there, too, but he would have been a Democrat in 2006.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I was supposed to free-write today, but I did that yesterday.  So new prompts scanned&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>What practices help me stay connected to a sense of purpose?<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Um.  Considering that I&#8217;m feeding one of the few compulsions I have in my case of OCD, I don&#8217;t know that there&#8217;s anything in particular that helps.  I&#8217;ve been encouraged, and &#8220;encouraged&#8221; might not be a good  word for it, to try to do things that deviate from usual &#8220;practices.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Even this, which I&#8217;m not supposed to be doing, tends to fall into a predictable pattern.  It&#8217;s not good for me, but it&#8217;s something to which I become quickly accustomed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>How can I make more space for them in my life?<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">See above.  I&#8217;ve been encouraged to do something different, yet here I am.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">*checks calendar*<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Yeah, I might get <s>bitched at<\/s>chided. I also do bite my nails from time to time;  something else I&#8217;m not supposed to be doing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">More tomorrow.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Lots of thoughts this morning about anticipation. My vintage comes out with the earworms. But the anticipation surrounds flying, how this new arrangement is going to work out. I&#8217;m not waiting my whole damn life to take the flight, but&#8230;. I&#8217;m hoping this new arrangements will work well.. 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