{"id":642,"date":"2013-03-09T16:42:10","date_gmt":"2013-03-09T21:42:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/control-h.org\/blog\/wordpress\/?p=642"},"modified":"2013-03-09T16:42:10","modified_gmt":"2013-03-09T21:42:10","slug":"two-weeks-in","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/2013\/03\/09\/two-weeks-in\/","title":{"rendered":"Two weeks in"},"content":{"rendered":"

…and I’m still not 100% sure I like what I’m doing. \u00a0And I feel like I’m the only one doing whatever it is I’m doing.<\/p>\n

Instead of doing it in the spare bedroom, patiently awaiting feedback I never get, now I’m in a cubicle listening to idle chatter from coworkers.<\/p>\n

Do they really count as coworkers if they’re not really focused on the same task? \u00a0*ponders for a moment*<\/p>\n

This next week should be different. \u00a0Headed back to EVMS <\/a>to see if I can get this health stuff figured out again. \u00a0I should not feel this bad all the damn time. \u00a0Just before Sarah and I went to New Orleans for our honeymoon, I felt like I’d gotten things pretty well figured out.<\/p>\n

So much for that. \u00a0And what I’ve tried isn’t working. \u00a0So that doesn’t mean do it faster! \u00a0(If only management people would understand that…..)<\/p>\n

Professionally, the slate is somewhat clean, but I’m already seeing the sort of nonsense I saw before. \u00a0I just don’t have the capacity to work through issues like I used to be able to. \u00a0Am I getting lazy, or am I just that bad off with my health? \u00a0*ponders more*<\/p>\n

Interesting conversation on Twitter this morning with one of my favorite bloggers who’s trying to get a book published. \u00a0I don’t know if my perspective was much help, but I can hope.<\/p>\n

It’s not a question that the work is quality; \u00a0it’s a question of whether there’s an audience for it. \u00a0The people who make the decisions on that sort of thing are often not the people who’d consume it. \u00a0My dilemma — whether quality is forever confined to niche status…..<\/p>\n

I don’t know.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

…and I’m still not 100% sure I like what I’m doing. \u00a0And I feel like I’m the only one doing whatever it is I’m doing. Instead of doing it in the spare bedroom, patiently awaiting feedback I never get, now I’m in a cubicle listening to idle chatter from coworkers. Do they really count as […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[36],"class_list":["post-642","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/642","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=642"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/642\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=642"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=642"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/control-h.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=642"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}