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DOGEing The Hard Questions

Obviously a lot of what’s been the bit issue the big topic of discussion here inside the Beltway Swamp over the past week has been going on with the various things the kids from DOGE have been finding as they investigate the behemoth that is the US Government.

there’s a ton of things that’d make an average person do a triple0take.

some of it has been hyperbolized, but the underlying issues remain. The corporate media focus on the bits that came out early in the week/late last week about Politico missing payroll.

The easy way to deflect this is to focus on the “good” things USAID did/does.

Maybe there’s things that they were doing that are completely justifiable. But it’s up to Congress to actually do the work, and lay those out. In specifics.

As is usually the case, I’m completely on the outside of “the two” camps. I’m a lot closer to Javier Milei‘s abuela approach.

I didn’t bookmark it, but there was someone who was taking about how USAID really just was a p inter-administration parking space for affluent young people who lost jobs when party control changed in the White House.

I’ll spare my more vulgar immediate responses from earlier in the week while readily admitting they were profane, but cry me a river, y’all.

So many of you have never had to worry about anything, ever.

OrangeManBad and the Nazi South African have screwed everything up. The only media outlet that matters said it, so it must be true.

(Forget all the stuff from the first Trump Administration; all of that was true, too…Random Aside: I see that WordPress has taken to counting a double-space after a semicolon as an error. GFY, y’all. Muscle memory guilt up in typing class….)

Returning to the first job I took after I left radio, I went back to the stations probably about six months after I’d left. I was speaking to the receptionist in the lobby, and the General Manager saw me through her office window. She excitedly ushered me in where she was talking to the station do-owner (her ex-husband).

She asked how I was liking my new job. I demurred and said something about liking a lot of the work I was doing, and things like travel. Even if it was to some less-than-wonderful places.

Her husband hadn’t said much, but was listening to my description. After a couple of minutes, he piped in, “they’re missin’ payroll.”

Shit. How do I respond to that? I didn’t want to confirm that it’d happened a couple of times, already, but been fixed within a few days. A bit of discomfort wasn’t really that big a deal with how much more they were paying me, right?

I’d moved back home after my dad had gone to Iraq again to help my mom care for the dogs and house. I’d met this Virginia Beach college student who, for whatever reason, had taken a liking to me, and I was set to rent an apartment near the Oceanfront.

Until they missed payroll again, and I didn’t have the money for the deposit.

On what, then, can I spend this extra money i have? Oh, I’ll pay off the small student loans I had to attend my state school.

Things moved along, and I tried my hardest to make this tiny company succeed. I was doing work both in product development, but also in capturing business. A significant amount of travel, and they’d just take sometimes months to reimburse me for my expenses.

During that time, too, I was having pain in my left eye. I attributed it to something that happened as my new girlfriend and I were trying to squeeze into her childhood twin bed together, but was probably an MS symptom. I went to an ophthalmologist after the incident (accidentally caught her elbow in my eye; as I said, we were trying to share a bed that was probably too small for me, alone…)

I started getting bills from the various providers I’d seen. Why? The company hadn’t paid our health insurance.

Part of the reason I took the job was to get health insurance, and move off the private plan I was paying a not-insignificant amount for.

Things continued to decline with the business. I continued to spend my own money to try to keep things going. They kept missing payroll, and being late with expense checks.

They didn’t pay the lease on the office where I was working in Chesapeake. I had to participate in an emergency move-out one weekend to make sure everything was gone before it was repossessed.

I was driving to and from Ashland (up near Kings Dominion) four days a week.

We started getting paid in paper checks furiously scribed by the company Treasurer on payday.

When I’d get a paycheck, I’d go to the company’s bank, cash it, and rive back to Bad Newz with a pocket full of cash to deposit into my credit union.

The same sort of thing was happening to the writers at Politico late last week/early this week. If you STFW for “Politico USAID,” you’ll see bits about how it was a rumor.

Debunked.

That they missed payroll, for whatever reason, is a story.

How can an organization that’s supposed to be a gold-standard of journalism be given any credit when they’re failing to meet the bare minimums as an employer? That the story got out so quickly says something, too. When I wasn’t getting paid, maybe, my girlfriend, a couple of close friends, and my parents knew about it. I certainly would have been very upset if any of them had shared that information.

I suppose that in the world of social media, there is no shame about loudly proclaiming that to the world.

But that’s true of so many things, I guess.

There’s things that only a few people need to know. And you do your part as an employer to make sure there’s zero chance of the story ever starting in the first place.

Brother, can you spare a dime? has morphed into “zOMG NAXI MUSK is going to mean I miss….”

Cry me a river.

Or maybe understand that the gravy train is over?

I’m not holding my breath on either.

Part of the reason I didn’t vote for Trump is I think things are too far gone to fix gently. I listen to the Republican sympathizers so optimistic about what’s going on. Are they more deluded than the people upset about the DEI cuts?

Good question.

So back to listening to the folks on Just Asking Questions. Not sure if they’ll be as shocked as the Politico people have been when things don’t work out.

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Behind

I didn’t write this morning because I was busy working out, then actually working. *crosses fingers* Maybe that’ll more than justify my tentative plan to now work Friday headed in to the long weekend.

I am overloaded, but I do what I can to help as long as I can. I did finish up paying my protection racket to the professional certification cabal until 2030. Will I live that long, even?

It’s what I have to do, I suppose. At the same time, I’m just ready to be done with it all.

Other schtuff…


Following along with curious it, perhaps morbid, what’s going on with The LP.

I seem to recall part of the NeoHippies’ pitch being an end to embarrassment from the party. How’s that going?

I’m not upset that I’m on the outside. I shouldn’t be breathing a sigh of relief knowing that my membership dues aren’t going to pay for the supporter of The Pedo.

But those rallies across the river were awesome, amirite?


This morning started with this.

Pfft.

Yes, largely on account of faith, I’m opposed to abortion; I don’t government should be involved at all before a certain point.

With that, there abortions shouldn’t be funded with money taken by theft (which is what taxes largely are…).


Listened to this. (And apologies for the paywall. I think I still have a freebie subscription if you’re interested email me. But I’m getting strong correlation to the Nixon Administration. Do you remember the assassination attempts on Gerald Ford? I don’t; hadn’t been downloaded yes, but I’m seeing some parallels. It has less to do with the politicians who are in office than it does with just absolutely nuts people in/around California.


Musk put this up on TwitterX

I don’t think Defense is the problem, AntiWar folks.


Okay, I’m stopping now. Might have more tomorrow.

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Brain Working Overtime

That doesn’t mean that what it’s working on is at all useful.

Listened to this Monday.

My response to Reason was as follows:


I absolutely appreciate the mention of USDS and what Musk wants to do with it.

One of my friends from college worked for USDS’s predecessor, 18F, after he’d decided he didn’t want to go back to Google following an extraordinary amount of work on what’d become G+.

One of the movers behind USDS is Jennifer Pahlka. She wrote a pretty good book about what she did there. Her Substack is “Eating Policy.

Consuming that recently has been frustrating. She, and the sort of people who work at USDS, believe government’s inability to deliver services or fix problems is government service delivery problems.

I worry that Elon thinks that that’s the problem, too. (Jennifer also is big on thinking that government can solve the coming climate apocalypse…)

I mentioned my college friend who worked there; I was the awkward guy on campus campaigning for Harry Browne.

Government Doesn’t Work.

Elon’s reinforces that with his space efforts. So, too, has Space Cowboy Jeff (Bezos).

Agree with Vivek’s concerns about debt and spending, but I’m not sure, like SS/Medicare, that anybody has any real idea what to do about it.


A significant part of what 18F/USDS was doing was in reaction to the failed rollout of healthcare.gov.

The botched rollout of healthcare.gov was really just a point of mild interest when it was going on.

I’m not going to fully revisit my travails with healthcare from 2013-2017ish, but I will say that the big issues with healthcare.gov was that the Exchange plans I paid for with after-tax dollars were very expensive, and would have to be better to suck.

The private plan I had in 2014 was okay, but couldn’t be sold for 2014. The most-expensive Exchange plant we had for 2015, and it would have had to improve to suck. None of the specialists I’d been seeing accepted it, with a few asking if it was a Medicaid plan. Uh, no, I’m paying something like $750/mo. for this.

I do credit Biogen in helping me find plans for 2015-2017 that covered a lot of my care, but it didn’t change the fact that I was still paying north of $500/mo for myself and my undergrad wife. After about my fourth Tysabri dose of year, I’d met all my deductibles for the year.

But I was still paying something north of $500/mo..

So, while the rollout for healthcare.gov wasn’t done well, the fact that the service it was providing sucked doesn’t change.

I don’t know that there’s a good way to fix any of that.

Part of what they were discussing during the Reason show was that there’s a lot of emphasis on really extending work from USDS, but it doesn’t change the fact that government just doesn’t work. You can do an incredible amount of work expanding service delivery, but if the service isn’t good, does it matter?

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Still Snowbound Saturday

Well, it’s above freezing now, so hopefully a lot of the remaining ice will sublimate off, and I can go back to exercising as I’d like.

Going to be a bit odd with my wife the return-to-office of the Federal workforce. I don’t think it’s going to affect me directly, but there’s going to be some changes.

The DEI EO might actually help people like me get back to potentially working on the General Schedule? Possibly.

A lot of discussion about what Musk is doing with DOGE, but I’m really looking at it at this point as one of few ways to actually shrink the Federal workforce.

Someone who’s on the DEI staff — is there anything else he/she can do in Federal service?

Well, work at the TSA, perhaps.

Somehow I think a gender studies major might be able to do this.

But there’s not a lot else.

Yes, there’ll be a segment who’ll finally just retire, but I think there’s still many of them who’ve got debt that makes that impossible. Even with an inflation-adjusted pension, paying a the three mortgages would be tough.

Any sort of self-deprivation is unthinkable. That the buying-power of pretty much every single world currency is dropping is a part of it. Why is the Federal government spending more on interest on the debt today than it spends on the military?

Yes, I know, NeoHippies, it’s all about the Military-Industrial Complex. And President Biden harkened back to that in his farewell admonition.

Okay. Whatever. Let me know who you ware so I can ignore you for the rest of my life.

Cannot say enough about how brave saying that sort of stuff is at the WEF.

Dry January ends soon. I did have one drink watching inaugural festivities, but have been good otherwise.

Emphatic “meh.”

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Saturday

I feel like I’ve been busy this week, but probably a good part of that has been spent with the little dog while my wife was away. Stuff like that is pretty much exactly what I envisioned when I decided I wanted her/we should have her.

I accidentally stepped on her foot Thursday night….and she took it as I wanted to play with her.

It’d be an interesting case study to see the takes on the different care styles. I leave her alone for the most part, but we run on my schedule. It’s time for breakfast. It’s time to go out. It’s time for interaction/play. She can push things, but I tend to remain firm, which frustrates her sometimes.

She was very upset that I wouldn’t give her peri-peri chicken. Sorry, sweetie, but this is my dinner. You had yours. I will give you ear scratches after I’m finished, and have washed my hands.

It would have been fascinating to see how we’d have been as parents. I think I’ve written her before why we’re not having kids. Yes, there’s the flippant answer that we know which South Part characters we’d produce, but I can’t do the things

There’s a lot of things I think it’s important for a dad to be able to do that I physically can’t; it probably wouldn’t be fair to him, or me. (Yes, I said, “him;” in something like four generations, there’s about three girls out of probably 25 kids…..)


I started writing this while watching overage of the LA fires.

I was listening to this, and getting angrier by the minute.

Do I feel bad that you and those you love lost things that are dear to you? Of course. But for the past decade-plus, I’ve heard your explain why people like me may not enter the ranks of your affluence. I’m privileged simply because of my sorta-observable race, and gender.

The subject line in the draft was “GFY,” which really summed out my feelings.

That fed into Biden’s farewell address.

I was having trouble finding words to describe everything that was wrong with it.

Ted Oberg, with whom I worked when he was at WAVy/FOX43 in Tidewater gave a glowing review.

It was so adoring that I had to call him out on TwiX. The folks from The Fifth Column had pretty much the same reaction I did, though it was delayed by probably a day and a half.

Same sort of “GFY” reaction.

I understand that Ted was playing to his, and WRC’s audience in DC, but I really think Biden, when talking about a tech oligopoly, was expressing that threatens what he has spent his entire adult life fostering.

You attend a private boarding school. You marry someone of a similar standing. You attend a high-priced private university (think Georgetown, GWU). You produce two kids better than yourself. You buy a property that’ll never decline in value, mortgage it forever, and instead of paying off the loan, you invest in whatever Rep. Pelosi is buying.

The tech bros didn’t do that. Zuck is a f’n dropout. Must stop.

Again, GFY.


Monday should be interesting. We’ll see how things go.

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Shivering Saturday

Preparing for first significant snow in the Beltway Swamp really since our first winter here.

Even if the electricity goes out, we should be okay. They keep lowering the snow totals in the forecast runs. I’m guessing four inches.

But it’s going to be cold. That’s not good for someone with balance issues; even less so for a tiny dog.

Catching up on email, paying the slightest amount of attention possible to football until the playoffs are well underway. The Lions-Vikings game tomorrow night should be good.

Monday is January 6th, where President Trump will be returned. Generally indifferent, though mildly interested to see what happens.

Did see this pop across my browser welcome screen this morning. If anything ever required a “yeas, and…” response, it’s this. I appreciate the author’s frame of reference from time in Bulgaria. What the Soviets did there was bad. So, yes, and…. did you miss what happened in Romania on Christmas Day in 1989?

Trump isn’t ideal, but is any of the stuff he might do as bad as what the Chinese have done in Hong Kong, or Tim Walz did in Minnesota?

The cops were shooting people with paintballs to keep people off their porches during a public health crisis.

Biden tried to make it so you couldn’t work or travel if you didn’t take a shot.

How about what the Marxist did/is doing in Brazil?

Bad things happened all over the world in 1989, but it’s better to only highlight the things that help make your point.

Thinking back to college and an early-Boomer professor who would liberally-quote Simon & Garfunkel–a man hears what he wants to hear, and disregards the rest.

Saying Trump is a Nazi didn’t work, so what do we do now?

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Weather Digging Up Memories

As I was procrastinating about going to work out today, I was looking for something to listen to on Apple Music.

The first summer after my dad died, my wife and I were holed up at my mom’s house riding out a hurricane. I noticed that it was my mom’s first anniversary day as a widow. Both of the dogs had died, so she was living in this huge house by herself.

Knowing how flaky the electricity could be at that house during storms, we were cooking up a lot of the things in the fridge that’d probably go bad if the power was out for a few days.

I hadn’t brought up the date, but I could tell that my mom was a bit down. Finally there was a moment where I noticed she was crying.

“It rained that day, too.”

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Christmas Eve

I started typing this with a bit about the frozen things falling outside, with a bit of a lament that it’d be over soon, and that what I’m hearing is the only frozen precep in the forecast for the foreseeable future.

Coffee retrieved, and th sleet has stopped.

The stockings aren’t hung by the chimney with care. We don’t have a fireplace, and such barbarism won’t be allowed long here in the Beltway Swamp. The only acceptable burning odor allowed is the strangely-legalized weed.

Keep Virginia Blue. Just like Harry Byrd intended.

Could have been his dad, too, who was also loathsome.

So, what else is up?

Bad Saints’ loss last night. I missed most of it because I was fitting in the last bits of work.

At least they’re not the Giants.

And maybe I should get past the irrational annoyance I had about them with the weird defense and boring offense gone.

But it is difficult to do when it’s the Saints on the receiving end of a drubbing.

So. What else is going on? I looked to see if I had something I wrote probably around the time my dad died (late 2010). I changed my mind about capital punishment. This is a power the state should not have. Yes, I take into account the Church’s teachings on it, but, perhaps reflexively, I think it’s just a power the state shouldn’t have.

If someone is truly awful, he can stay incarcerated forever. I don’t care. See Sirhan Sirhan. You know, the guy that the Libertarian coming into Trump’s cabinet thinks didn’t kill his father.

Do I care that he’s never going to get out of prison? Nope. Not really.

But news yesterday had two stories that really had me being okay with them being killed.

The first was these two from Georgia. That one conflicts me even more, as they didn’t kill anyone, which is the standard for all executions.

The other was the case of what happened in the NYC Subway. I selected that story because it doesn’t have some of the photos that were on Twi^H^H^HX. Yeah, he can die. I understand I shouldn’t feel that way, but I do.

There was also some stuff last few days about North Korean soldiers being killed in Ukraine. Naturally, the NeoHippie Putin apologists question the numbers, and whether it even happened.

No, it did happen.

And they’re slaves fighting for Putin. They can’t flee without being shot.

Slaves.

Keep that in mine, Auburn.

But I think I’ve poured out enough for now. Time to go enjoy some Christmas cheer.

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It Goes Fast

I wrote last week about how busy I was.

Wednesday I attended this:

I showed up just as Matt Welch was delivering his opening.

I was there, and think my opening vote might have timed out…..I said Matt and Nick won after trying to vote undecided at the open.

While I have voted for some Democrats in the past as a statement against a particularly bad Republican, the Democrats have done some absolutely batshiat crazy stuff, really, since about 2005. I put a lot of it on the reax to Katrina. That was a massive failure of local, but especially state government. For every reference to “heckuvah job, Brownie,” there was a spooky silence about Kathleen Blanco.

Things didn’t really start moving there until LTG. Honore showed up.

Sarah mentioned Harry Browne during her open, but Katrina should have driven the point home that government doesn’t work.

Yet that’s the Democrats’ prescription for just about anything.
Health Care
Disaster Relief
Monetary Policy
COVID
You name it.

Another 6K GS-11s will solve it.

And they never do.

Bubuhbut OrangeManBad!!1!

Yep. And I didn’t vote for him. But you all did vote for vaccine mandates, lockdowns, the disastrous Afghanistan withdrawal, the Inflation Reduction Act, a completely open border, continuation of Trump’s tariffs…..

You need something way more compelling to convince me that voting for Biden is a good idea.

This is what I posed on the Substack discussion of it:

Random asides: Substack makes copypasta way difficult…almost as difficult as some of the data protection features I’ve seen recently to stop data spillage. Also, the text-prediction stuff on iOS has gotten pretty damn good; I’m able to type full replies using the predictive e text much of the time on my phone. As with the Crypto scammers I dealt with on WhatsApp, I will get information out. You can’t hide things, no matter how hard you try.

This was the night before the Fami Willis disqualification in Georgia. The two debating the Reason editors-at-large were from The Bulwark, which is something I’ve really not paid much attention to. You don’t like Trump. I get it. I never voted for him, and, in spite of all the things the Democrats did to him, the LP’s basic endorsement, etc., I couldn’t bring myself to do it.

But how does it make you feel?

Ambivalent? Do I hold some hope that Trump/Musk/Vivek will get things trimmed down? Maybe a bit? Am I very confident about it? Nope.

But I do enjoy getting into Reason events. I wish I could have stayed longer, but I had an early morning.

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Busy Week

Hi!

Yeah, I’ve been incredibly busy all week. Maybe that really affected my attention, but I generally do feel okay about some of the things I’ve pushed back on with work.

I do think there’s a hard push to do things in the most stupid, expensive ways possible, but there’s not a ton I can do about that.

I still am tempted to stick with the halve-and-grow-back-as-needed approach to just about everything.

That approach has worked for me in so many instances. But, like, the vendor says you need to buy this really expensive stuff!!1! Noted. It’s not your money. You were hired to make things work effectively, and the vendor “requirements” aren’t your requirements. You have to make the product work, not sell hardware or software.

It’s even more of an issue when one vendor is selling both.

But to do proper work requires doing engineering using tried-and-true practices, scream waterfall scream, but it works. Yeah, I know getting someone important to sign off on your engineering work takes time, but you’re spending other people’s money. In the case of tax money, it’s money that’s been I forcibly taken.

Do the right thing. You have to look at yourself in the mirror.

That admonition leads me into the news section of things. Yes, I’ve been paying attention even if I haven’t said a lot…..

The UHC murder case. Lots of speculation from some really terrible people. Oh, it was justified because he’d been denied care by UHC. This is what you get when you’ve got for-profit insurers denying care. Any reasonable person could understand why he did what he did. Except he wasn’t insured by UHC, had been involved with psychotropic drugs, was from an affluent family, and…. Senator Warren, I will continue to ignore you, still, as best as I can. Maybe some Pow Wow Chow can distract me. The Substacker, formerly of The Old Grey Lady, and Space Cowboy Jeff’s tax write-off, I will refrain from raw-dogging anything to do with you.

Daniel Penny was acquitted. I’d just assume avoid NYC until Alvin Bragg is gone. While I hear things that NYC is better than it was last time I was there, they elected these people, and deserve the consequences.

Looks like I am going to go to the final Shmoocon. Never got a response on the sponsorship tickets, btu I’m pretty sure there is one available for me through a friend. If they ever get back to me on the sponsorship, I’ll stick to my promise….and have probably two tickets to move. But I am going. Room booked. It’s earlyish this year, so it’ll be cold. Given some of the past experiences, that seems absolutely appropriate. 2009 was such an odd experience, but it’s something I’ll remember as long as I live. Or was that 2010? I don’t remember. Pretty good con content, and it snowed. Hard. So hard that the atrium between the budlings collapsed. I helped push a DC cop out of a snow bank. I’ve barely spoken to some people with whom I was formerly close because of things that were said over the then-new Twitter. I really can’t see anything I’d written about it back then. Now thinking more about it, it was probably 2010, because I was definitely having issues that’d lead to my MS diagnosis just a few months later.

Drones. I haven’t been outside to glance at the sky in the past few nights. I’m outside most often early in the morning when I’m going to and from the gym. I haven’t seen anything. Obviously, there’s the information coming out of New Jersey, which coincidentally was where War Of The Worlds was set, Governor Hogan up in MDDR, etc.. I don’t know. Well, they ought to be shot down!!1! Um. By whom? And what about damage that happens on the ground because of the downing? I don’t know. I’m not sure that putting anyone in prison would fix it, assuming they’re competent to stand trial. But like the Chinese balloon that was shot down over the Atlantic Ocean after it’d cruised across the US, open up, y’all. But I’m also trying to still work my way though the Star Wars movies simultaneously. Are they like clones?

This morning, saw something that reminded me of the reasons I’m very much down on the reinvented Libertarian Party.

If anyone reading is interested in knowing why this is an antisemitic trope, I’ll assume that you’re savvy enough to STFW, and find out.

And I think I’ve written enough for today. Off to do some of the other things I need to do today.