Sputtering To The End

I started writing a long entry recapping year, but I’m having trouble sticking to it.

There’s many things with which I’m unhappy, but there’s really not a lot I can do about any of them.

So whatever.

The first part of the year was okay, I suppose, but things quickly went downhill. I’m trying to not just do what I do, and leave.

Hang on for a bit longer.

Okay, but that doesn’t mean things are really going to be better.

PHPhony Future

I’ve spent too much time looking into what versions of PHP will work for my various projects over the next few years.

I’m surrendering. I just don’t have the attention span to string something ancient along.

I still love NetBSD, but I’m not sure there’s much of a place for it anymore. This was part of the discussion yesterday with the lawyer working on my disability claim. Can I do work? Maybe. Do I get distracted, and forget what I was doing? Absolutely. Can I sit through additional “education” to pay the entrance fee to allow me into the racket that is modern IT? Maybe…? I don’t even know.

I’m still really trying to get accustomed to doing all configuration via a CLI prompt instead of editing a config file. I suppose it’s something that I could have anticipated given IBM’s sponsorship of Postfix, but I still am not completely comfortable with it.

The accustomed-factor plays into the MS stuff. The cognitive effects of MS are known. They’re very difficult to quantitate, and even more difficult to justify to someone else. Just snap out of it! Smoke some weed, man; it works for Montel!

And, as evidence, I end up watching The Podfather on with Rogan talking about it.

But, back to the topic, I just want something that I can use for the foreseeable future to relax and write, as well as keep up the smoldering remains of other things I’ve cobbled together over the years.

So it’s something to work on over “the holidays.”


I’m still trying to get my main arguments together for my next OWT. Kind of a chicken-or-the-egg thing with that, though. Do I really focus on writing good stuff, or do I start trying to bring in some money with it?

As I mentioned in my recent entry, “Unblocked,” there’s all sorts of things I’d like to say. The news cycle, however, is something I really can’t bring myself to care about too much.

Whatever the issue, the fiscal irresponsibility of the past twenty-five years blocks my OUTRAGE over whatever else there is.

The Federal debt has tripled since 2009. I’ve been following up that fact statement with an encouragement that it be said aloud.

Bubuhbut ICE!!1!
The size of the Federal Debt has tripled since 2009.

Bubuhbut Minnesota Medicare!!1!
The size of the Federal Debt has tripled since 2009.

But Epstein!
The size of the Federal Debt has tripled since 2009.

All Trump’s fault!
The size of the Federal Debt has tripled since 2009.
(And OrangeManBad’s decisions really only matter in about three of those years considering the Russia stuff, and COVID.)

*yawn*

This episode was an interesting listen. I do think, partially, the attempts to adhere to etiquette result in less consumption as well as consumption of better stuff. Was I ever really hungry with a small plate of amazing food? Nope. Did I enjoy the big drinks? Yeah, but, again, it’s an issue where quality over quantity can be important. Are the EXTRA BIGASS FRIES from Carl’s Jr. better than the small portion of something better?

I don’t think so.

Unblocked

i was trying to do things this morning to really get back on schedule, perhaps get the thinking working.

And, voila — two things to write about.

  • Tariffs — Reflexively I’m opposed because they are a tax. But, with that understanding, they’re a middle class tax increase, something that’s been needed since the Clinton Administration. This plays, in a way, with what Boortz and Linder were proposing with the “Fair Tax,” which implemented a big value-added tax (VAT) on everything; a national sales tax. Some quick SingTFWeb shows that a big percentage of filers pay zero income taxes. I’m going to need to dig more into that to get better information on what those numbers actually look like. Gemini has some good output on it, but I need to run it to ground more
  • The Reason Roundtable from yesterday talked about OrangeManBad’s EO basically invalidating state-level laws (and regulations) over AI. Again, instinctively, I’m opposed to the EO, and the states’ regulations. But I understand the arguments about the need for uniformity. The discussion unearthed a painful memory about the UCC. I’m also thinking about all of the states that ended up adopting California Air Resources Board (CARB) emissions standards. Whether the California standards make any sense is a matter of debate, and I understand why the climate catastrophist Democrats want those implemented nationwide, so just have everybody adopt the California crazy standards. Pitch it as a benefit to the automakers and unions for making it so only one type of car is needed for sale nationwide. Again, it’s a way to backdoor things that Congress isn’t doing.

So…things to consider as I look to write this week.

Writer’s Block

Since I finished NoJoMo, I’ve really had it.

I need to write something for OWT. I might need to update resumes.

But I’m fumbling around with other things, and waiting until I can update hosting, etc..

So, what am I up to that’s filling my brain?

  • Trying to get a stable platform, again, for my various tech bits. While my current configuration has worked for a while, and will continue to keep working, I’m running into issues with things surrounding PHP, etc.. I want something that’s RHELish to align with where Loonix has gone. I’m not sure I like it, but it’s how things are set up. I’ve also been looking for someone who can handle the mailman stuff; mailman3 is such a PITA. I also need to redo my DNS setup, and want some more-reliable setup for my mail archives. Oddly-related, I did find a nice tuide from FreeBSD about how to use mutt with gmail.
  • What to write about with OWT. Obviously, after yesterday, there’s so many things I could write about. The shooting at Boston University gives a couple of thoughts. Then there was the situation in Australia. Australia is basically a gun-free zone, as was the campus at Boston U.. Virginia’s esteemed governor-elect put out a Post about how outrageous it was, and she was thinking about the tragedy. She didn’t go into the verboten “thoughts and prayers,” but the sorts of gun regulations are the sort of thing that she, her Lt. Governor, and AG candidate want to see instituted in Virginia. Jay Jones actually said he’d like to see a political foe’s children assassinated to get similar laws in VA. Those sorts of laws work so well that he’s willing to kill children to pass them. And when they don’t work, noi a single politician who ever supported those laws will be held accountable for government not working.

More later, maybe.

Everything Was Perfect

In the 1990s. Keep that at the front of you mind. I’m watching paying a big of attention to the coverage of the WAR CRIME that was the attack on the remints of the Venezuelan boat in the Caribbean.

WORST THING EVER
HEGSETH IS A MURDERER
TRUMP PHONED IN THE ORDER

LITERALLY HITLER

(God, I miss the Blink tag….)

From “the other side,” you have Megyn Kelly essentially cheering the survivors’ deaths in the additional strike.

Hmmm.

Yeah, I’m not sure I’m 100% comfortable with all of this. At the same time, I’m also very, very, very uncomfortable with the Maduro regime, and what they’re doing in many areas.

The Fifth Column had an interview with Thor Halvorssen
where he discussed what’s going on in his home country. Then María Corina Machado won the Nobel Peace Prize.

There’s a ton of information that’s come out courtesy Milei in Argentina about some of the stuff the Iranians, Russians, and Chinese were trying to do there under the Peronists. Venezuela was a friendly place to the north sitting on a ton of oil.

You get into some of the ancillary conspiracy theories about things like the coding of the electronic voting machines originating from .vz, etc.. I’ll leave that to Lara Logan, but there’s more than a little smoke about what’s happening.

OrangeManBad points the finger at Fentanyl, but I suspect the boats were probably carrying cocaine smuggled in under a compliant Maduro government. Do whatever y’all want so long as we get our cut. Oil ain’t selling all that well, now. Those stupid Americans and Canuckistanis learned a new way to coax oil of the ground. Imperialists!

After several cuts, we’ll hold fast, even as the price keeps dropping.

But on the drug boats, I was reminded of the Iraq No-Fly Zone from the Bush41 and Clinton years. (Okay, I’ll admit that I was thinking about some of the A2A glories of the F-4, and that was probably one of the last times it was used in combat, but…)

Pappy Bush justified it under another UN resolution. The UN Security Council couldn’t block what the Americans, Brits, and French were doing. Several other countries went along with it.

This is what the Air Force was doing when Khobar Towers happened. (I know, I know, Libertarian Institute; this was only to sell weapons to defense companies, and was all a par5t of a regime-change operation aimed at Iran from Saudi Arabia. Complete. i get it. I listen, Jersey Dave. I understand!!1!)

To me, what’s happening looks an awful lot like a maritime version of the no-fly zones.

Hmmm.

Yeah, I’m okay with it.

I should probably work on an OWT entry on it.

Maybe this weekend.

Thirty

Wrap-up

I started writing a much longer entry where I was going to try to tie everything together, but lost focus.

Maybe some of it will end up in an Okay With This post; I’ve not written for a while. Not sure that’s completely attributable to this month’s streak, but if you were an armchair reporter, that’d be the story once and forever.

Am I satisfied with what I’ve done? I don’t know. I’ve certainly met the deadlines. Getting into the habit of writing daily hasn’t been terribly difficult, but I did lose some of my prompts.

I do think that I’ve gotten better about using the various vendors’ AI tools to review and improve what I’ve written.

At least one of the tools is scoring on a 1-10 scale. Qua? There’s so many sites, think restaurant review sites, that only use the one-to-five scale, with anything less than a three meaning questionable product.

But, since I’m skipping the larger thing, quick rundown on a few things:

  • VA Election
    I’m not happy that the CIA asset won. I have some questions about the Lt. Gov. I am really unhappy that Jay Jones won the AG race. I’m standing by with anticipation about the legislative session. Perhaps unsurprisingly, the folks on the cesspool that is Nextdoor are champing at the bit on several things. Most notable to me, and maybe I shouldn’t care as I’m basically retired, repealing Virginia’s right-to-work law. You will pay union dues. Those dues will go to fund politicians from only one party. You will operate only in the way approved of by the union. You will spend a significant portion of your life being taught exactly how to operate, and you will not stray from that. If you have another idea, you will not work. Capiche?
  • Football
    Not great. Glad to see some move away from the singularity that’d been happening the past few years. Daniel Snyder really doesn’t like that, but he’s a thing of the past. (And I’d like to be able to say the same of the “West Coast Offense,” and the blitz-happy 3-4ish schemes. The Packers are actually running a 2-4-5. Can someone run the ball, maybe?
  • Beltway Swamp issues
    The shooting the day before Thanksgiving has many other meanings. Lots to work through. But, for a not-insignificant segment of the population, blame goes one place. Whatever.
  • My Health
    This stuff with my ear has been really annoying. I’m hoping it’s resolving, but it’s taken a lot longer than I’d like. I am very unhappy with what the folks at the urgent care clinic did before I went on my trip. Going to my PCP after I’d returned, and was still having problems, is still a bit of a work-in-progress.
  • Personal finance situation
    Still waiting on the lawyer to do her things. Nothin nice to say about the insurance company. I suppose I get it, but there’ve been a few things that are now starting to get a little uncomfortable. Time to start turning screws tomorrow. If that doesn’t work, completely change course, and start in earnest looking for a new job. If only it’d been this easy years ago. I do confess my exhaustion, however. I don’t want to do the sorts of things the phalanx of recruiters are trying to slot me into. Is there something else I could do? Maybe. But that’s for a few weeks from now. I’m almost excited about seeing how one of the AI tools, probably Perplexity, would consolidate my years’-worth of resumes, and cut the product into something that’d make USAJOBS happy. I really haven’t been a slouch, in spite of what some at my interim employers might have implied. (There should be a way to make former employers erase pretty much everything they have compiled on employees once they leave. Not that I expect that there’d be anything terribly bad, but my final departure might have a few things since I was on to what the supervisor there was doing…)

    For the rest of today, however, I’m just going to say, “Okay, I’m finished with that,” and try to enjoy a rather dreary day.

Twenty-Nine

Small Business Saturday and Christmas Shopping

I started doing these prompts shortly after AMEX started the promotion. Short answer? Yeah, I’ve broached ordering from our favorite Indian joint for dinner. Obviously, the food is great, and the prices are reasonable, even for inside the Beltway and the price spikes courtesy pump-priming from the Federal Reserve, and massive Federal spending surrounding COVID.

Strangely enough, they’ve given up on their own app, and their online registration form is now not working. Pfft.

But causing a bit of hesitancy on the ordering is us trying to be as frugal as possible until either the disability gets approved, or I hold my breath and try to go back to work.

I’ve written before about what I see as the value in small business, but with so so many things being done by back offices elsewhere, part of me wonders how much you’re really helping at this point.

I’m really happy I didn’t take the advice of one of the advisors at VEC when I was unemployed after one of my several layoffs from 2013-2019. “Get a vendor certification. That Microsoft Exchange cert will keep you employed forever.”

Yeah, about that.

I was thinking about this in relation to a memory of driving around Biloxi last time I was there. I think my brother rolled past the place where our great aunt worked for years and years. I really don’t know what she did there, but I think it was something in bookkeeping. The boxes she’d use to send us her famous peanut butter fudge overseas were largely reused stuff that was sent to her company.

I seem to remember them doing things like stocking cigarette machines in local restaurants. Tinge of irony as I’m pretty sure my great aunt died of health conditions exacerbated by smoking, but she’s been gone for probably 35 years; memory is weak that way.

I do appreciate when Carolla talks about things like finding items for his various construction projects, and finding a local hardware store to get the tool or material ne needs. Sure, it’s probably available at one of the big stores, but the guy in the shop he knows will get him exactly what he needs for not very much more money in the grand scheme of things.

I read Human Progress quite a bit. Virginia Postrel, who is, and has been incredible for an awful long time wrote about the sorts of things humans did in antiquity.

Humans don’t spend all their time doing stuff like making thread and fabric anymore.

And that’s okay.

Numlock, another of my daily Substack reads, had a discussion recently about how home brewing has really tailed off.

My comment there was, “As for the craft beers, I wonder if it’s just a matter of the novelty wearing off. I would guess that most people would have trouble differencing a draft Miller, Bud, or Coors Light.

Similarly, if you asked me to find a big difference between your cousin’s fancy homebrew IPA and a Sierra Nevada…..”

Back on topic, though, yeah, I’d like to throw a bit their way. Is there another place that could fit my desire? Sure. but they’re nice folks, and I appreciate that they’re nearby.

And work with me as a loyal customer.

Are they growing and grinding their own spices? Maybe. But it doesn’t matter.

And they’re not running their own online presence. They’ve caught up to the delivery services, and often will dispatch UberEats or DoorDash when their own delivery staff are no-shows, or are overloaded.

Might something come along that I find more attractive? It’s possible, but there’s no need to go look, honestly. They do an acceptable job, and I’m happy they’ll pick up the phone of there’s a problem.

One more day of this.

Twenty-Eight

Free Write.

For whatever reason, the free write prompts were the one I didn’t lose. Go figure.

Thanksgiving was pretty uneventful. We have some leftovers. Not sure what we’re going to do with all of those yet. Still more than a fair amount of pie. My wife confirms again she’s not a fan of pecan pie, so I guess finishing off the three remaining servings of that I need to get through.

That would actually go okay with hot coffee for breakfast. Yes, a lot of sugar, but I’m tempted after I finish this.

The early football games are disappointing, mainly for the outcomes. Was happy to see the Bengals come through in the night game. I do like that the Bengals and Ravens, at least, are playing different-style football. (The loss of
Amon-Ra St. Brown on like on like the second drive of the Lions’ game probably killed one of my fantasy teams’ seasons, too….)

Let me look at some previous years and see if I can find something to recycle for today.

Ah, yes, there’s something from this day just before the hell storm started.

Let’s resample those questions.

1. What is the best birthday gift you ever received?

Odd question for this date, but I think I was probably going off suggestions provided as part of the OD NoJoMo push back then.

I recounted the CD player I got when I was an adolescent. I think I had something like five CDs

I do wonder if those are still in my brother’s basement. At the same time, are any of them from that vintage things I’d have that much interest in hearing?

Probably not. And I’m pretty sure I haven’t listened to any of the tracks on my own accord; do I even want to look up the one CD I’m thinking about?

Nope.

Do I not want to listen because I’ve overplayed those, or because I’d be disappointed by them?

I don’t know.

I do wonder, however, whether I’d hear something different today that’d impress me. I hear music differently these days; would I hear something I didn’t hear then?

Or would I be disappointed?

2. Write about your greatest fear.

The next question from that entry might capture development of some of my ruminations. I was, and still am to a bit, deathly afraid of being publicly-embarrassed

So many incidents in the intervening years.

But the tricks I’d developed quit working. It took me years to realize that those things had stopped working.


So, what else is on tap for today? Da Bears playing in Philly tonight. Actually could be a good game, but I’m having trouble caring.

Early piecing together contingency plans if my biggest issue isn’t going to be resolved satisfactorily. It does look like Perplexity might be able to help me mold something that’d work. But that’s a purchase for next month if I buy a month-long copy to do what I want to do.

Also looking at when would be a good time to go to Biloxi next Spring.

Also following along with most of the coverage that’s coming out about the DC murders on Wednesday.

There’s people who are saying that this wouldn’t have happened if OrangeManBad hadn’t deployed the National Guard to help organize the city.

Some of the man-on-the-street people interviewed seemed shocked and upset about it; how could this happen in my city?

Much of the coverage I watched on WUSA did try to shift the blame to Trump for even trying to fix the problems.

But these Guardsmen were shot by an Afghan on Temporary Protected Status….and was someone ferreted out following the oh-so-successful fall of Kabul in mid-2021.

He drove across the country to come to DC….just to shoot Guardsmen because Trump had deployed them?

Really?

Twenty-Seven

What places hold particular allure for you; where might you like to live?

Oh my. I really don’t know at this point. So much of what I like is kind of dictated by other things in my life.

I think when this prompt first came my way was before the advent of things like ride-sharing. Getting around used to be very difficult.

Even doing things like getting to my doctor’s office in DC used to be a major production, even after moving up here. Today it’s as simple as hailing a rideshare, or calling a taxi.

I got the email about my ride back after my doctor’s visit Monday. It wasn’t cheap, but the fare really wouldn’t have been a lot different than if I’d booked it myself.

But I only paid the usual paratransit fee.

And I help keep the taxi companies in business.

Speaking of DC, a lot of worldwide attention paid to what happened there yesterday.

The initial reactions haven’t aged well at all. Don Lemon will continue to race Tucker Carlson to the bottom of viewership numbers.

I glanced at the four local senators’ X feeds. Three of the four had appropriate responses. Timmy stayed silent; go figure. (Yes, I’m talking about Kaine, Grok. You’d think it’d figure out that I live in Virginia….)

Was a little surprised there weren’t early takes saying that thoughts and prayers are stupid, and this wouldn’t have happened if there were commonsense gun laws.

Time to go watch the parade, dog show, and football.

Okay, that’s neat

The most recent “primo” episode of Blocked and Reported was about people who’d fallen in love with chatbots.

In the discussion, a thought occurrent to me — why not use your favorite AI tool to scrape someone’s online presence to create a Christmas list? I’m notoriously difficult to buy for; if I want something I buy it.

I first tried to use Grok to do it first. It did read through my recent posts, and really thinks I need Detroit Lions gear. (Something I wrote about this morning…)

It also offered a Perplexity subscription, which is something I plan to buy once I finally have money coming in again. I think I’d said somewhere that that’s on my “to buy” list for the future. (And is my preferred AI tool at this point.)

I’m curious about how this can be used for others…..