Goodness. I could fill a book; obviously, the issues I’ve had trying to get things set up with the disability is the biggest disappointment. Obviously, the difficulties have put a damper on some of the more relaxing things I’d had in mind for the last part of the year.
But the travel has been a problem my last couple of trips down here. The trip this summer was okay coming down, and absolute hell getting home. I’m not going to go into too much more detail about the late-fall/early-winter trip; that’s for a few days from now.
So. What else?
Medical stuff has been a problem still, sometimes. I’ve been dealing with an ear infection last few days; I can’t hear very well out of my right ear. But, the disappointment is that I haven’t been able to do what I’d planned to do when it comes to eating better, and getting in better shape.
I need to have confidence that things will get straightened out.
I’m disappointed by what’s going on with politics.
Jennifer Welch should not be a national name.
I was going to say that I’m disappointed that Charlie Kirk was killed. While that’s true, I’m a lot more disappointed that there’s people who are downright giddy about it.
I’m disappointed that the dog was sick.
I’m disappointed with how poorly the Saints have played.
But, you know what, I could bitch for ages, and it wouldn’t change anything. I could blame someone else, but sometimes it’s just how things shake out.
I haven’t done anything that’s embarrassing to me, that runs afoul of my standards.
I think I’m gonna get a nap, then go grab some dessert.
I’m writing again this year. This is one of the few compulsions that you can associate with my OCD. If you travel through the archives on my site, you will see several writing streaks.
I started doing streaks for the month preceding my birthday when I was working at one of the successive really, um, low-quality jobs following an unceremonious layoff. It was something to do to settle my mind a bit.
Last year, and this year, I avoided the summer periods after cognitive behavioral therapy.
After shedding myself of the summer streaks, I’ve kept up with the winter periods.
The past couple of years have been, largely, trying to sequence things for heading into Christmas. Obviously, there’s a ton that goes on in November.
So, continue.
I think last year was the tenth year I’d done it. I was very much considering not writing this year, but here we are.
I’ve been attempting to go on long-term disability this summer and fall. To put it mildly, it’s been a struggle. Part of the reason I stayed in my last job as long as I did was the promise of being able to transition smoothly into disability. I kind of viewed it as a different way of doing things, and viewed it as kind of a retirement plan.
Of course, that’s providing it won’t work exactly as I’d sketched. I stayed at the last job for probably three extra years trying to help the company’s client despite really difficult physical ailments. I stuck around for years hoping to help get things modernized.
Now I’m working to get the benefit I’d been promised. I really am not excited by the prospect of Social Security Disability, and have been resisting it for the years since my diagnosis. The folks at the National MS Society have been trying to help. I absolutely appreciate them hooking me up with the lawyer, but my individual situation is different than most people’s.
That I muddled through for fifteen years since diagnosis should be remarkable, but, now, it’s a waiting game to see if I can breathe. I do have an attorney working on it, but who knows if the appeals will be successful, and how long that’ll take.
For this year, with all income being cut off, things are more than a little tight. My wife is earning good money, so not everything’s on me.
I do have some travel early this month; see how that goes. But it’ll be different than it has been the past few years.
My wife and I celebrated our fifteenth anniversary last month. Maybe that was part of the reason I’m continuing this year.
I do have all the days drafted out. There are fewer free write days this year; only three if memory serves.
I don’t know that I was looking forward to it as much as I was, say, two years ago. There’s a lot less planned, but I’m curious to see how things go.
I’m excited for cold weather, seeing the Lions on Thanksgiving, and some quiet time.
I dropped a mention of his interview on Rogan in this entry. After being impressed with him on that interview, I delayed listening to the interview with Bari Weiss on her p0dcast. Here is the paywalled ep on TheFP’s site, but you can find the interview on Honestly.
I don’t c0mpletely agree with him on some things, but this sort of thing that makes me really regret my professional career.
There is only one way of doing things, and, regardless of what money it might save, it’s dictated how you’re supposed to operate. Thou shalt not deviate. If you do, your system’s going to be shut off. Information security is completely procedural on things that don’t work well at all, and you’re supposed to devote a significant amount of your time to adhering to procedure.
Put your solution through the following procedures, generate the following artifacts, and submit again for cybersecurity authorization.
Does the solution work? Well, it passed muster through an extensive waterfall engineering effort. It passed its cybersecurity scans. It cost a ton of money to create. It must be good.
The discussion of the time and materials contracts almost necessarily requires expensive solutions put together by people with expensive “educations.”
Getting back to Palmer, though, it certainly evokes memories of my time getting into IT/government contracting. On the Defense side of things, there seemed, to me, to be a resistance to doing anything at all that was cheap and simple.
I worry about being Captain Queeg with the strawberries.
But when I started, I was coming from an environment where I basically had no budget. I’d scrimp, and find a way to get things done with what I had available. Sure, there might have been many ways to do things “more correctly,” but how long would that have taken, and how much would it have cost?
Luckey’s discussion of designing his company’s products based on what they’ve got available.
There was a lot made of the OceansGate Titan’s use of a PlayStation controller. Watch this if you’re curious.
But the problems there weren’t because they didn’t engineer an expensive control system. The problems were because the hull collapsed. If Titan’s hull hadn’t collapsed, would anyone have said anything about the controller?
That’s the sort of thing I’ve been doing. But November is starting Saturday, so there’s a bunch to finish up.
I’m getting through it all, but I’m not pre-planning all that closely. Read-and-react is where I am on so many things at this point.
I am actually looking forward to doing the writing this year. As has been the case in many past years, I’m hoping some of it will give me something to concentrate on other than the day-to-day worries I’m currently experiencing.
Unfortunately, the way I did it, I don’t have an easy way to get a good list of topics. I don’t have as many free-writes this year as I had in the past, but that’s probably okay. The first week I hope to be busy enough that it’s not much of an issue.
I’m making the mistake right now listening to information about the Federal shutdown, and how it might affect my plans.
Bad me.
But it’s getting cold. A couple of nights in the thirties, and it’ll really start feeling like the holidays are right around the corner.
OMFG. I’ve spent the better part of two days picking through doctors’ notes trying to get information for my attorney.
I appreciate why things are the way they are, but it’s still a royal pain.
thankfully, i think things are going to progress more quickly than I anticipated.
Ai would be great for picking through all these massive PDFs to find the interesting bits.
I think, though, I do have things set up for next month’s writing compulsive streak. I am looking forward to it, though I feel like there’s less opportunity for just longform bloviation.
I need to get better about scribbling down at least something with the drams I have.
For a variety of reasons, I haven’t written much after the last post.
I never really wanted to focus on economic issues, here. I am as much an expert on economic issues as the Uber drivers from Auburn are on foreign policy.
Honestly, though, my attention has largely been focused on personal matters. Though I was ardently opposed to doing it, it seems that I am going to have to apply for Social Security disability. Though I haven’t done that, and will delay it until I’m forced to do it, it appears that I’m going to have to do it.
There’s also a lot of disruption with the government “shutdown” here in the Beltway Swamp. The what appeared to be a somewhat sparsely-attended “No Kings” rallies yesterday showed that to the paid protestors, the only thing that’s acceptable to cut from the Federal Government is Immigration and Customs Enforcement.
But, on the economics issues, there have been a couple of other reports coming out that explain why the Bureau of Labor Statistics is having to significantly-restate more numbers. The money folks say that the lack of numbers really won’t affect market performance. I think the biggest story that’s come out is the massive restatement of job numbers for the period preceding Trump’s inauguration. Things were not as rosy as the Biden Administration was trying to say they were.
I was trying to get to the bigger point here — if you’re not good at your job, there’s nothing wrong with you getting fired. It’s not the end of the world, and things will continue without you continuing to put out your low-quality work.
The fundamental reasons for the economy’s performance are unchanged — interest rates that don’t even approach inflation combined with incredible government overspending. Senator Paul continues to be the Republican against reopening the government, though he wants to pay the govvies and troops.
Again, though, the government shutdown is being used as a rationale for all sorts of omissions on data. I can understand with the big news about the Gaza cease-fire. I’m not sure there’s a way you could really overstate the importance of that. No, I don’t think that it automatically meant that President Trump should have won the Nobel Peace Prize, though the kvetching doubt him not winning overshadowed the announcement a couple of days later about the Nobel Prize in Economics.
My biggest take on it? Things, including innovation, happen in spite of government and regulation. Listening to Palmer Luckey on Rogan served to reinforced that.
I’ve been looking some today into the work that went into the Nobel Prize for Economics award for this year.
Two things crossed my mind with it. The first was a comedy bit, Marc Steyn, maybe?, about cleaning up a broken compact fluorescent bulb. The switch to CF bulbs was something that was bit in the early Obama administration.
I didn’t hate them as much as some people, though I did think the light was a little off. There were some people who really hated them, and I think there was some Tea Party folks who ran on bringing back the regular incandescent bulbs.
Meanwhile, white LED technology progressed to completely obviate the need for the ordered CF bulbs.
Abigail Spanberger says that she supports physician assisted suicide:
"I support legalizing the right to die… that would include allowing medical providers to provide prescriptions for life ending." pic.twitter.com/DOHMTHRvm2
This has fallen off pretty rapidly today after nosing to the top last night. I have memories of seeing some of Officer Harris’s campaign questions about mandating abortion in Catholic hospitals.
Her take was, yes, we’re going to do that, because abortion is part of women’s health care, and health care is a human right. Rep. CIA came to prominence in amongst the crazy things that were going on with the Progressives.
So mandating such things, putting people in prison for living by their convictions, is absolutely okay.
The Hyde Amendment was never repealed. It is still against Federal Law for taxpayer funds to go towards Abortion.
But things like this show Deep State Abby’s unwillingness to do things through a legislative process. Things that are explicitly-prohibited by law, as well as by a religious hospital’s moral bylaws, we must enforce via administrative fiat.
There are things at the Federal level that push back against this sort of thing, but it’s still the temptation.
I’ll refrain from tossing out my initial reactions, but I’m not at all shocked. You will be our slave, and there’s not a damn thing you can do about it.
I am heartened that it appears Jay Jones’s expression of his engrained barbarism is now on full display, and it seems to be negatively-affecting the party of Harry F. Byrd.
This is something that’s been nauseatingly-repeated in Abigail Spanberger’s campaign ads.
I’d resolved that I wasn’t going to vote for Abigail “Deep State Abby” Spanberger long before the debate last night. Am I thrilled with Lt. Gov Sears? Um, no. Yes, I’ve previously voted for her, and think she often had good things to offer. I was excited to vote for her when she ran against Bobby Scott whenever it was. Her race and gender is very unimportant to me; she’s a MARINE. The Lieutenant Governor in Virginia is kind of an afterthought office, but she, and the Republicans who’ve been running Virginia for the past four years have done an okay job, despite the Democrat-controlled General assembly.
One might think that the identity-bound Democrats might be less-critical of the 2025 Republican slate consisting of an immigrant woman, a gay guy, and a first-generation son of Cuban immigrants, but you’d be wrong.
There was the first, and probably only, debate last night at Norfolk State. Spanberger did not, even when asked repeatedly, to withdraw her endorsement of Jay Jones. What Jones said was absolutely disgusting. Do I think it disqualifies him from holding office? Absolutely. Does it matter? Not really. Virginia is being reshaped back into the Harry Byrd reliably-Democrat enclave of the mid-Atlantic.
Jones made his horrible comments in 2022, which was right in the middle of the post-Trump frenzy. In the US Congress, that ended in November, with the Republicans retaking the House, but….
Jones didn’t take the prescient advice in Tropic Thunder.
You fantasize about shooting a nearly-meaningless Republican Delegate while leaving Hitler and Pol Pot?
Just reinforce that you don’t belong anywhere near politics.
I think there was, too, something to do with the Charlie Kirk assassination. As I said, I knew next to nothing about the guy. But it was fucked-up that he was assassinated. This is true regardless of whatever minutes-long promo video you might have seen trying to explain how he’s a white nationalist.
He wasn’t. Jay Jones isn’t a violent extremist, either. Should he face electoral defeat for his stupid 2022 remarks? No, not just for those, but if there’s someone who’s not paid attention is persuaded not to vote for him, that’s okay by me.
Similarly, my reasons to not vote for Deep State Abby are because of her background. She proudly touts her public service in her ads.
I will mail my absentee ballot in the next few days. I’d decided who I was voting for long ago. I got an absentee ballot without specifically-requesting one. Probably because I was travelling last election day. I’ll be on the road again this year, but I didn’t request it.
In 2024, I voted for one of the worst LP candidates in history largely because Trump’s speech to the LP National Convention reconfirmed my promise to never vote for him.
But the reason Deep State Abby won’t withdraw her endorsement is people are already voting. If she comes out, now, despite the really retched shit Jones said, it’d be replay of things with the Hunter Biden laptop.
